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Name: Jessica
Location: Lancaster, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 4/11/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: German, Theology, Philosophy, travel, movies
Occupation: Student
Industry: German Education
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AIM:  Georgette0
Member Since:
9/24/2005
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| So I was thinking about coming home next semester. But I've pretty much decided the right decision is to stay. Joey's so mad about it. I absolutely hate it. He's so disappointed. I hate seeing him that way. It makes me feel like a horrible person. This was the plan all along though. I miss him more than anything, but this is my career and my future. Lately I've been feeling much more positive here. I still wonder how much I'm gonna end up learning though. Even if my German doesn't get that much better, it'll be a learning expierence, right? Life changing. I figure I'll be a different person by the time i get home. Joey might not even like me anymore because of the changes i encur. Maybe I won't like him. It's scary. I don't know anything anymore. I'm so confused and scared. | | |
| Time to chipper up. I love you, Joey Hanna ;). | | |
| I can't believe myself...I can't believe any of this. I don't understand God sometimes...I don't get why certain things happen. It's unfair to feel a certain way about something, but not be able to realize those feelings. How is that or this possible? Why is it like this? Why can't ___ be different? My mom doesn't think I'm crazy. I know my friends don't. I just want to be happy.
WHY? | | |
| Vacation was amazing. I love California...
Life is complicated here. That's no fun.
I've gotta get on buying a plane ticket for Germany...time's running out. Unfortunately I have no money. I was thinking of getting a second job--it's gotta be serving. And I know Sarah knows the place I was thinking of going for certain reasons,  mm hmm.
Aww...so the poor cat was shut in a room the entire 14 days we were on vacation. It was awful. The carpet is all torn up at the door. Very disturbing. She's still alive though--I can't believe it! Poor dear. | | |
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I love Joey Luis Hanna ;)
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